some would (and should) categorize what i feel as depression. i am completely in love with baseball. i played for about 10 years, starting at about 6 i was only allowed to play t-ball for one year before they moved me up. not to sound arrogant, but i was demolishing the ball and making a mockery of it. not bad for being self-taught. fast forward 10 years later when i decided that was it.
i was tired of playing on a losing high school team with nobody playing for fun, but for other stupid reasons. people don't seem to see that it's possible to balance fun with desire for victory. anyway, girls also took some of my attention away.
fast forward now, i watch almost everyday, play it on ps3, and spend lots of time on BM (and the forums.) i've got the brett favre itch, i want to play again. i'm 21 and i don't know how to get started. should i try out for my college team or just try-out for some minor league/adult teams. also, i was a pitcher/catcher and my arm isn't the same. i feel pain right below my shoulder blade when i throw and my elbow hurts when i try to straighten my arm out. i'm on pace to become a doctor and i think it's because i'm not throwing correctly. anyway, who else is in the same boat?
what should we do? should we start a professional wiffleball league, or what? keep trying and then go to japan? i gotta do something, i'm desperate.
